Saturday, February 27, 2010

Betrayed

So the one Sgt that I have depended on, my mentor, my friend and the one I wanted to model my career after has decided to abandoned me. She couldn't even tell me in person or on the phone for that matter. No, I got a Facebook message, saying "I cannot describe my hatred for you. You have made my life miserable, and I have never not wanted to see or talk to someone in my entire life...except you" Great way to start off your day, huh? Guess it's time to stand on my own two feet and make my career MY career.

The situation with the in-laws hasn't gotten any better, if anything, it's gotten worse. Not only are they treating me like that toilet bowl of crap I mentioned in my last post, they're treating my fiance' (THEIR OWN CHILD!) the exact same way. There is still stuff in my fiances apartment back in WV, and instead of helping, they've disowned the both of us, and now MY parents are having to clean this apartment out. We're getting DAILY phone calls from them now, telling us we're unreliable, completely irresponsible, all kinds of nasty stuff. I've tried and tried to be nice, but the insults to me are still coming, and NOW they've started to insult my parents who are helping us and I've finally lost it. The worse part of it is after they've spent two solid hours on the phone saying all these nasty things about me, Shelley (my fiance's mother) says "I hope Jen isn't mad at me, because I have nothing against her" and all I can think is "Are you f-ing kidding me? I've just sat here for TWO HOURS listening to you tell me what a piece of shit I am, yeah I'm mad. You may have nothing against Jen, but Jen sure as hell as something against YOU!"

I'm so tired of this. I have no idea what to do about it anymore. I guess the best is just to wait it out

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